Ann spectacuLASH

2009-09-01T07:34:00.000-07:00

my blog is not dead people!and stop bugging at me to update my blog!since im already here so lets take abt something random.well....bitching abt people is just a satisfaction and ego am i right to say that haha.hmm..i admit i bitch abt people too!but to a certain extent.i got my limitations.i think that bitching abt people won't gain any benefits but will end up getting backstabb..hahaha.and hey guess wat!i witness some of my frens being hypocrite.i guess is not their fault.they have no other choice but just to pretend.hmm..pretend??good act!go on!don't ue guys feel the guilt??idk i think if i bitch abt someone.i rather not be close to that person.bcause i don't pretend?i am for real!i don't act as tough im those innocent bunch of hypocrites!well thx anyway.im not afraid to be alone.sweet talker mother fucka!you guys are just one of my time waster that i have to avoid!!thnk you!!im getting otta here!!

2009-08-28T08:12:00.000-07:00

My surroundings had change. I've moved on and left all my past behind.im looking forward towards where im heading to.You people are just my boundaries for me to achieve my goals.I won't hesitate.indeed im trying so hard but not hard enough.im left with no option but to ignore you people.and lets just see who will end up crying.its okay if i have to this alone.why bother if you people are just trying to save yourself?people makes mistake and i've made mine.no point feeling remorseful.i will keep on going and finish what is left undone.thanks for pretending.

2009-07-06T00:12:00.000-07:00

i'll be back after prelims...

2009-06-23T09:16:00.000-07:00

FRUSTRATED!
ANNOYED!
mcm nak tendang orng!
eeee!!geram nye!!
lol!!heheehe

2009-06-19T05:15:00.000-07:00

1) Besides lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed ?
- forehead

2) How do you feel when you woke up this morning ?
- i felt ugly:)

3) Who was the last person you talked to ?
- nora

4) Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
- nope.

5) Would you donate blood ?
-i'll reconsider again.

6) Have you ever had a best friend who is the opposite sex ?
- yup.i still do!

7) Do you want someone dead ?
- for now.nope

8) What does the last message in your phone say ?
- Hehe..Haik!Lol*mwahkz*

9) What are you thinking about right now ?
-abt how to complete my hw.

10) Do you wish someone was with you right now ?
- yup!

11) What time did you go to bed last night ?
- 5 am.

13) Is someone in your mind ?
-yar..

14) Who was the last person you texted ?
- ARRIYAN.

15) 10 people tagged to do quiz .
1. Nora
2. izyana
3.azhar
4. laykai
5. salim
6. abdul muhaimin
7. rara
8. ARRIYAN!
9.hanisah
10. kiddo

16) Who is 2 having relationship with ?
- nobody

17) Is 3 male or female ?
- Male

18) If 7 & 6 get together , would it be a good thing ?
- they are already an item:P

19) What is 1 studying?
- electronics?

20) When was the last time you chat with 5 ?
- last week

21) Is 4 single ?
- yup.i think

22) Say something about 2 ?
- finally she's free!

23) What do you think of 3 & 6 being together ?
- hell no!

24) What do you think if 6 & 7 fight ?
- its normal:P

25) Do you like 3 ?
- YEARP!

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage:
- Manggo syrup

2.Last phone call:
- zana.

3.Last text message:
-" lol ouhk.haha.hv fun den"

4. Last song you listened to:
- is it you by cassie

5. Last time you cried:
- wednesday:(

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice:
- no!

7. Been cheated on:
- erm.all the time:)

8. Kissed someone & regretted it:
- yup.

9. Lost someone special:
- Yes.(i get over it)

10. Been depressed:
- Yes.

11. Been drunk and threw up:
- erm.is sparkling juice counted?

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. Purple
13. white
14.black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend:
- loads of fren.

16. Laughed until you cried:
- haha yup wif 5n2

17. Met someone who changed you:
- :)

18. Found out who your true friends were:
- haha.yup.

19. Found out someone was talking about you:
- i don't give a damn.

20. How many kids do you want to have:
- at least 2

21. Do you have any pets:
- cats?

. Do you want to change your name:
- lol.if its possible.still my name is short and simple.

23. What did you do for your last birthday?
- date with azri for the last time:)

24. What time did you wake up today?
- 9.30am

25. What were you doing at midnight last night?
- sleeping.but woke up at 3 am.

26. Name something you CANNOT wait for:
- finish my o level.

27. Last time you saw your Mother:
- erm.she's infront of me

28. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:
- don't eat to much candy when young.

29. What are you listening to right now:
- nthg.

30. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:
- haha!no.

31. What's getting on your nerves right now:
-im broke.i need to do hw.

32. Most visited webpage:
- Facebook, Blog.

33. Whats your real name:
- Nurain

34. Nicknames:
- ain,ann

35. Relationship Status:
- complicated

36. Zodiac sign?:
- Capricorn

37. Male or female?:
- Female

38. Elementary school?:
- Jamiyah

39. Middle School?:
- temasek primary

40. High school/college?:
- Chai Chee high school:P

41. Hair colour:
- red brown

42. Long or short:
- shoulder length

43. What do you like about yourself?:
- erm.my hips:P

44. Piercings:
- ears.

45. Tattoos:
-on my left hand.

46. Righty or lefty:
- Righty.

47. First surgery:
- dental surgery:D

48. First piercing:
- The ears.

49. First best friend(s):
- syiqah and azmi

50. First sport you joined:
- silat

51. First vacation:
- Malaysia

52. First pair of trainers:
- erm. forgotten their names

53. Eating:
- apple

54. Drinking:
- ovaltine

55. I'm about to:
- strum guitar

56. Listening to:
- the lion dance downstairs:@

57. Waiting on:
- my dad watching soccer:(

YOUR FUTURE :

58. Want kids?:
-kalau ade rezeki

59. Get Married?:
- yup!

60. Career?:
- planner or vocal teacher

Which is Better ? :

61. Lips or eyes:- BOTH!

62. Hugs or kisses:- BOTH!

63. Shorter or taller:- Taller

64. Older or Younger:- Younger.

65. Romantic or spontaneous:- Both

66. Nice stomach or nice arms:- both

67. Sensitive or loud:- Sensitive

68. Hook-up or relationship:- Relationship

69. Trouble maker or hesitant:- Hesitant.

HAVE YOU EVER :

70. Kissed a stranger:
- erm.no!

71. Drank hard liquor:
- never will i.

72. Lost glasses/contacts:
- lol.all the tyme.

73. Sex on first date:
- haha nolah.not cheap !

74. Broke someone's heart:
- only once

75. Been arrested:
- haha.nope

76. Turned someone down:
- i don't think so

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

77. Yourself:
- Yearp

78. Miracles:
- Yearp

79. Love at first sight:
- nope

80. Heaven:
- Yes of course.

81. Santa Claus:
- hell no!

82. Angels:
- Yeah

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

83. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time:- Never

84. Did you sing today?:- yup

85. Ever cheated on somebody?:- ya

86.If you could go back in time, how far would you go?:
- when im in primary school.

87. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?:
- the day acube broke up:(

88. Are you afraid of falling in love?
-yup.

89. Posting this as: been tagged.

90. truths?: Yes.

90. Love yourself?:- Yes

2009-06-15T09:54:00.000-07:00

HELLO!hello!hello!just wanna update abt yesterday and today.
yesterday met kiddo at eunos then proceed to youthpark
snap some pictures then off to suntec to meet yan.then
we took 162 to yck cc for our dance prac.teehee.

im not naked ye.wearing tube.

Ash Tino and Ann spectaculash.

(during dance prac)

kiddo and me

today went to airport with irah to complete out holiday assignment.we did only 2/4 of it.lol.haiz.must BUCK UP!argh!

2009-06-13T08:29:00.000-07:00

dinner at hawa.lol

i hate my hair.

after being reprimand by my dad:)

im not in the mood for anything.i don't know whats got into me.i've been hiding my phone bill for abt 2 weeks.and i feel bad hiding it from my dad.cause im really honest in everything i do.i hate myself to lie.since my dad bdae is tmr,i surrender my bills to him.and im guilty as charged.he was really disappointed and i went speechless.after so many months giving him various reason,he finally decide to cut my phone line.and make me use prepaid:(nvm.at least i still can survive with it.haiz so today i went to orchard to survey my new camera.then went to fila sale and bought my tee.then we just walk2 and survey2 todae.nthg much happen.boring sei.i suddenly felt the urge to try the Quater Pounder.and i did.it taste like double cheese burger:(sedih.

take one.

2009-06-12T10:14:00.000-07:00

im simply too lazy to update and upload pictures uh.but i manage to at least upload sthng.mind my fishball.

mcm nak sepak muke azri.
too cute lah.later kumu baby want ue more.

i suck in painting.

snap those while thonning wif the hunks.

trying to be as short as iffah:/

hanisah darling.

the hunk and the babe.

10 years of friendship.

feeling model kejap :D

azmi promoting his colgate tooth:O

orang minyak and rastafarian sesat:P

ANNOYED.

2009-06-12T10:06:00.000-07:00

PARANOID.ANGER.GUILT.ASHAMED.UNFAITHFUL.
i felt this way.i don't know why.don't bother asking.only she knows.
i won't forgive myself for what happen.
i wanted you to be there when i fall.(random)

Missing.

2009-06-10T23:01:00.000-07:00

i've been BUSY busy BUSY!LOL!
but now i will spare my time posting abt wad happen recently ouhk!haha
so erm.where should i start?
well.on 6 jun,went out with my fam to find my sweat pants for dance.before that we went to beach road to eat our dinner.lol.i ordered my food end up my mom have to finish it up for me.mood for eating is OFF!!then the next day.we went to adidas sale!wahlao its 80% off sale%.haha.so i bought my shoes and im still not sastified.i want supra shoes!!lol.haha which i can get it only at the end of the year:( after shopping,we accompanied ISKANDAR to marsiling to take his clothes as he will be staying wif us during his term break.lol.then.my parents were being random.they ask me and iskandar to follow them to sheng shiong for grocery shopping.lol.cut it short.i went to AMK hub to fetch azhar then off toyck cc for dance prac.it was a new routine.but i manage to catch up.i was really focus sei.idk why.but the song really change my mood.haha.shall not say abt it.erm.then after dance i went back alone.lol.
on mondae 8 jun,i was late for chem lesson.URGH!im always late for class uh!
had a boring lesson too.then the next day billy goat invite my to his chalet.it was his fam chalet.lol.before i find my way to the chalet.fetch azi at tamp.trained down to yew tew.waited for shuttle bus.we thought it was around yewtew area.but we were wrong.lol.since me and azi were bored to death there we took the last shuttle bus to yew tee.text yan to tag along.we went to ton at orchard.then the three of us were like bagpackers who lost their way back:).abt 4am we walk to bugis then waited for the 1st train.me and azi smelled awefull.at least yan manage to go back home and bathe.urgh!i reach home at 7am.dozzing off wif myself uncleaned.hehe.i woke up at 1pm.then proceed to skool to finish up my painting.lol.i should stop now.im late for sheri bdae at ecp!k toodles.update later
P.S:i hate stalker!

recall my history

2009-06-04T12:46:00.000-07:00

hey humans!this is a random post.i found this pic at one of my folders.feel like posting it.so yeah.

when history recalls..

Foever Late.

2009-06-03T09:35:00.000-07:00

yuhuu!!hello humans!i was late for art just now.but i make an effort to turn up unlike some other people.reach art class.said hi to all then start helping irah to sketch on her canvas.abt 5 mins later.i saw thaqif strolling in.lol he was damn late and mrs fua punish him but not me.lol.mrs fua bake some muffins for us to munch while doing.haha.abt 12 plus..ms jam ask me to meet her.it was regarding the o level fees.haiz..turn up she lectured me because of my weird attitude.lol.i end up crying luh.after those tensed moment wif ms jam.irah ask me to accompany her to esso to buy cup noodles.azri tag along too.after lunch i suddenly felt the urgency to complete another 2/4 of my canvas.lol.haha

after art.yan plan to meet me.i rushed back home and get changed quickly.he waited at the library lol.haha.then we took the bus to terminal 3.then walk to terminal 2.grab a drink at starbucks then sat there for abt an hour to chit chatty.then off to some other place to continue our talk.lol.went to candy empire to get some candy for ABDUL MUHAIMIN.then trained back home.yan sent me to aljunid.end up i sent him back to bustop for him to take 966 from eunos.lol.gedebak gedebuk.waited for ABDUL MUHAIMIN to fetch me home.lol sweet of him to fetch kakak.lol.thats all abt today.now im restless.gd nite peeps!

Back to blogging.

2009-06-02T08:50:00.000-07:00

Hey ya'll.im back to blogging.I've been MIA for a few months due to some major issues i encounter.LOL.but now im fine people.IM FINE!haha.so firstly i will update about last friday.

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Went to Victoria theatre with the graduating classes to watch The Magic Flute-Impempe Yomlingo.so DRAMA MAMA!hehe.it was awesome!but some parts of the play really bores me.But wait!!before that i had photo taking session wif my dear 5N2.5N2 oi!!haha.our journey to VT was hilarious!our dear mr THAQIF became our tour guide of the day.Immitating the bus driver.lol.here are some pictures taken.

After the play, syiqah and i was left behind.we didn't follow them back to school.My dad fetch us then proceed to bedok to have our dinner.Later after that i sent syiqah back home.lol.mcm matair.haha

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woke up early to meet azmi.End up i fetch him.lol mcm matair lagi.then waited for him.he went to wet market wif his mama.AZMI IS A RESPONSIBLE MAN!a compliment for him.hehe.then trained down to dhoby ghaut to meet azhar, kiddo and the rest.We were there to support FADfaction.Azhar and i were gossiping and commenting most of the time.HEHE.i was suppose to meet azi and nabil sayang on the same day.since i can't split myself into 2 i ask them to tag us along.haha.i followed azhar to look for his tampon wallet.end up he bought cheeky chocolate instead.he ate rumball.wahlao!!he offered me.NO AZHAR!imma geek!lol.met my sayangs at bugis then we walk to PS.azhar and i were caught vogueing and singing PCD song.haha.my sayangs got irritated wif my balloon.so what i did was.i took out my marker and i start to write on the balloon.I wrote "i love someone and i hope he love me too".and so did the rest.each of us wrote abt our dream. then azhar and i let go of the balloon hoping that our dream will come true.haha so fairytale!k not!!after those kecoh moments we slack at esplanade and camwhored.lol.update pictures later.KIDDO HAND ME THOSE PICTURE!lol thx hunney!

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woke up early to meet NYANYI!haha she miss me and i miss her!!everyone were at marsiling except for my dear ABDUL MUHAIMIN!24/7 wif frens huh!after that proceed to AMK hub to meet yan.LOL i waited for an hour!!bangla stalk me luh!first of all let me make these clear !!i don't look like indo maids ouhk!!LMAO.yan Came an hour later.walk to subway for him to eat his lunch.kesian..he was starving.gedebak gedebuk!went straight to yck cc to have our dance prac.rogue,azhar and the rest didn't turn up.i was expecting azhar to come!!there ue go left me and yan.we prac for awhile.the rest of the time we chat then camwhored...never ending..pictures later..

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i had my O level mt paper just now.And my mind wasn't on the paper when im doing it!lol im prepared to retake at the end of the year.haiz.after exams met yan at tamp.then proceed to orchard.lol.we went to survey some cargo plans.he was so picky!!haha.im use to it.erm.i gave him time to decide.nthg else to do so went to shaw house to watch NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2.haha.it was unplanned.but end up watching it.lol.gosh the movie was so hilarious!!its a must watch movie!.after the movie head back to the big f thing shop.lol.finally he bought his pants.URGH!blah.blah.blah then took bus 14 and headed down to tanah merah to meet iffah suhaili!!my another sayang!lol.gave her $20 bucks then trained back home.thx yan!I enjoyed every moment..chey3..haha.lol.too bad no pic taken.

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todae i overslept.suppose to go for math remedial.but i turned up for art instead.start my colour testing then help azri darl wif his architecture.lol.then help lizhong wif her toning.did nthg much todae.ohya almost forgotten. i went to zana crib to slack.and do hw.guess wad?zana did her hw infront of me!!great improvement!lol.we gossip as usual then we do some facial.haha.blah3..abt 11pm i reach home.

officially over

2008-10-25T10:07:00.000-07:00

basically its obvious that im facing some major problems..idk why it seems so sudden..it takes time for me to get things over..so i will resume after im ready to face the reality..i noe i rather had hard times then crying over something that will impossibly happen..i really hope ue give us a chance..we noe we shuld understand ue in every way and accept ue for who ue really are..not only i suffer..him too..ue don't noe how much ue meant to us..we just forgot to tell ue how we both felt about ue...idk that was our last moment together..the laughter..smile..pictures..and i really donno that when we three hold hands..it was the last..i have learn that we have to cherish every moment with your love ones cause you might not noe it will be the last..im very lucky to still have aisyah..my use to be best friend..i've not contacted her for long..i really miss her..but now we both seems to get closer..since the tragedy which occurs at hakeem's open house..my former bf is officially her bf..haha its funny..well life must go on..as for my ex..his really afraid when aisyah get so close with me..i gotta end it here peeps..cause i don't wanna elaborate..
yesterday was history...

p.s:i hope for a miracle to happen on my bdae..

good bye for now..

thousand apology

2008-10-22T08:39:00.000-07:00

sorry for not updating..many things happen to me recently...to0 many..and im to0 lazy post all of it..grr..fuck BIG MAC!it developed a thing call lazyness when i ate it..my body felt heavy and get tired often..idk..it really do sound funny..well enuf of that fucking shit!

random post lah kan

2008-10-16T08:57:00.000-07:00

almost three days.i still didn't get much sleep.now waiting for for my turn to play that psp:)..azri last min cancel his plan of catching house of bunny but postponed it on mondae.im a lil bit upset cause he gave unreasonable reasons :) see ya on mondae then..but azri ..mimi having his physic and chem paper on mondae..how to visit him..we can't be selfish aite. thought of wishing mimi personally.nvm lah..tmr meeting hanisah at parkway to grab new zealand's ice cream.ouhk now psp is calling me..bye readers

tossing and turning

2008-10-14T11:01:00.000-07:00

i had not slept for almost two daes..i cant sleep when guilt surrounds me.its funny cause tmr i need to go school for choir..with my orange brown hair?can i enter the school?trying to sleep but accidentally drank milocafe(milo plus nescafe) and now my eyes are wide open..dark circle are starting to develop around my eyes..i don't wanna look like panda -__-".didnt ate much this few daes.today i ate fruits,fruits and more fruits..i wanna be someone new by 2009.ouhk now my stomach starts to grumble but i have to wait till thursdae to get my proper meal.im not gonna eat rice and other carbohydrates.

i really wanna noe how much weight i lost.but that freaking scale is gone.thnks to owner of the house who does not noe where they left it.GREAT!

disastrous day

2008-10-14T08:11:00.000-07:00

went out with hafsah today..evrything turn out smoothly with her..it was fun looking for bdae present..headed to tamp at first..nthng there so move on to bugis..but i bought my stuff instead..hafsah and i really don't noe what to get for them..but in the end we found it at bugis basement -__-".nothing much of a suprise.well later accompanied hafsah to buy a big bdae card for her sis.Later mimi decided to meet me up.he was with hakim.Hafsah wanted to go back so i send her off at the mrt station.

left me,mimi and hakim.But some misunderstanding happen between hakim and i.When fire meet another fire it will definitely explode aite.im quiet devastated with what happen.This time i did not retaliate.i just chill uh but at the same time felt frustrated.actually me and hakim supposed to chill out at town after mimi went back.in the end both of us went our own ways.my plan of bonding with hakim was ruin.i don't noe if he can forgive me.but seriously i did no nothing at all.but i give in to ue cause i need time to understand ue kimmy.

To Hakim if you are reading this....

im really sorry of what happen.i really wanna talk to you.but ue refuse to reply my msg.both of us make our dear mimi cry u noe.he was scared that we will be like this forever.pls hakim we come from different backgrounds so it takes awhile for us to get to noe each other better.really sorry aite.im trying very hard to smile and just go with the flow.just cool down todae.take your time to reply.

being myself

2008-10-13T06:01:00.000-07:00

today nothing much happen..woke up as usual..do my chores to get some earning...mom say she would pay me..end up doing that fucking chores just for extra cleaniless..do i look like a maid..forget about that.so then i ate my branch and later vomitted again..hmm....hahaha oh well..im still alive aite?im rotting at home..come on..can anybody ask me out?life is such a bore uh...i need a break..

we can make a difference if we try

2008-10-11T23:51:00.000-07:00

today..i wanna start a new life..im sick of being a paranoid cause some people still don't understand..i don't want my life to be destroyed just because of my jealousy..it does not worth anything loving someone who don't love you..i start to flashback those memories we had..those sweet nor bitter..its still considered as a journey in life aite?well memories will be kept as memories..now im learning not to be selfish and learn how to give in to the rest eventhought it maybe hard for me...i start to realize..all this while..i myself created this problem..yes i admit it..im really sorry to those who got affected..actually i really wanna thank a friend of mine..we mae not be close..but i really appreciate him..matt thanks for the advice..i will take your words..and to you..don't get confused aite..thanks for bringing up my spirit..and also thanks for sharing your thoughts with me..god will always be by your side..hafsah and i too will be by your side if you need any help...you can always count on us...after that raya outing,i start to lose my appetite..i have not eaten a proper meal..it could be a sign of bulimia..wdv eh..

well...i was nearly knock down by a taxi yesterday..phew!!that was really close..if you think i created this well fuck you then..before i end i wanna apologise to some frens of mine

azmi:i don't wanna complain to you anymore..your Os are coming...i will not bother you aites bro..giwe ACUBE..

azri:same goes to you...ehk bro kalau nak keluar picit gua..alrite bro...giwe ACUBE..

dhiah:i don't wanna fight nor quarrel with you...just wanna make you happy...but i got this instead...thanks ehk..btw don't worry i won't bother to start a fight again...gua dah relax sister..
ape mau gaduh2...giwe sisters babe..

syiqah:lu pon sama...maaf banyak2..susah kan ue and the rest..giwe sisters babe..

rusy:lu pon sama jugak...a thousand apology...giwe sisters babe...

dengan sewaktu denganye....IM SORRY AITES!!!

jealousy can ruin friendship..

2008-10-11T00:16:00.000-07:00

im so sorry i need to end it here..
too many backstabber living around me..
too afraid to speak up..
too afraid to face strangers..
too afraid to face reality..
do god really need to punish me in this way?
i had enough of all the heartache..
i had enough of all the hatings..
do you guys even care...
life is so unfair..
when do people start realising thier own mistakes?
when can people stop blaming each other?
i just can't wait to see it end..
when life is back to normal..
no more fightings..
no more misunderstanding..
no more quarreling..
girls will always be girls..
boys will always be boys..
each and everyone of us have our own egos..
maybe all of us don't relise its existance..
why can't friends apprieciate one another?
your actions speak louder than words..
when will be the time for us to understand the meaning of friendship?
when will be the time for people start to treasure and value friendship?
is it true jealousy can ruin friendship?

back again

2008-10-03T08:43:00.000-07:00

sorry for not updating my blog for weeks..my papers are over..im free..2 months of vaccation..what should i do besides growing and learn music?maybe i should lose some fats..

Hari Raya:boring..not as usual..family conflict..none turn up to apologise..adults are childish..hari raya ang pao is enuf to pay my debts..im broke for the rest of the month..

My upcoming schedule:

4oct-balik kampong
-dye my hair red
-watch movie
5oct-rot at home
6oct-open house at hakeem and haikal 's house.
7 oct-grocery shopping for pit
8oct-bbq pit and thorn
9 oct-sleep
10 oct-jalan raya with school mates..

thats about all..

stories to share:well today i learn the true meaning of patient.when akmal said that even if you cry he won't retaliate..i noticed actually he did...but through his patience..like when he was bullied by brainless morrons..he just kept quiet..he maybe weak inside...deep inside him..he is stronger than i thought..that is why he is my superhero,my bestfriend,my boyfriend,my rival,my love...thats the real reason why i like him..his looks is not really important to me after all..

my wish list.

2008-09-21T05:42:00.000-07:00

wants:
-new handpone
-keyboard
-coloured contact lenses
-groom myself
-spend quality of time with him after N
-more dress
-shoes
-acoustic guitar
-become a better me
-repent
-buy acube stng at the E.O.Y
-organise party
-movie marathon
-lower than 10 points
-O and N level certificate
-NAFA

im a lazy bum.

2008-09-21T04:52:00.000-07:00

today..nthg much happen..but i did have nightmares..which woke me up at 12 noon..that dream seems to be real.im afraid if dejavu happen..im freaking out aite now!!

i bathed and later on continue to finish up my art..more art..slack..art...slack more..art almost done..almost..but save it for tmr...at 6.05 watch fairy odd parents..and camp rock again..after that i had my meals..watch my school rocks..then sneak preview of HSM3..ouhk..it is a must watch movie..24 oct!!cinema here i come!!can't wait..

ouhk..parents working..i ate dinner with siblings..they are so idiotic..then here i am blogging..well after this im really gonna study smartly..hope my Ns will turn out smoothly..God..don't make me anxious please..

till here readers..

p.s:i bought more cosmetic..it cost mama over 200..really sorry..well im your only daughter..

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2008-09-20T09:19:00.000-07:00

ouhk..went to mendaki as usual.attendance was poor.but last week everybody turned up except mua..maeb im a jinx..it could be..we had 3 hours of maths..dhiah and i were quiet fast so we finished up and we had our conversation..(dhiah you noe i noe :D) it was quiet a story..hee:]..

after mendaki,i went back but it was only 12.30pm..too early to meet azmi..went back straight from tamp inter..which took me at least an hour to reach home..bla3

reached home..went straight to bed and had my afternoon nap :p..sleep..dream..sleep.dream..till 3.15..suddenly azmi was already infront of me:)i thought it was my dream..he fetch me then went straight to geylang..the weather was so unbearable so i wore only singlet and skirt..with sandals..while waiting to cross the road..i can smell the heat and the sun was just above me:).and i got sun-tanned..bla3

i bought loads of things..if azri were there im sure i will be forbidden to buy unimportant things..the money i spent took me 3 weeks to collect but 1 day to finish it up..why ain why??when i think back..its true im wasting my god damn money!!

things i bought:
shoe(got plenty of shoe)
kebaya(must buy)
waterproof eyeliner(i already have two)
compact powder(i have more than 2 less than 10)
facial wash(a lot)
tights(i don't wear it regularly)
pants(must buy)
berry-licious(too delicious and must grab it)
sun dress(look attractive so must buy)

what a waste!!well there's always a next time..later at nite..me and mama headed to geylang again-_-"..due to some jams around that area..we decided to walk from ubi to geylang..it was tiring but fun..it was more chaotic at nite.people there were squash like sardines..heeh..

but overall i enjoy todays outing wif mimi and mama..(mimi mama get it?)suberbly fun..nvm azri..after our N theres gonna be a party..whoohoo!!

till here readers...

p.s:kissing is forbidden during ramadan..wait till raya..kiss all you want..:Omuacks!

on average.

2008-09-19T05:01:00.000-07:00

well today school was a bore but jane and syiq save my day with laughter..both of them are really into jokes..and will laugh anytime..:)they were talking abt insanity and being bias!well silly them..but i was cool with it..laugh along with them :)

1st and 2nd period are math:(so some were under stress doing it...but i read through geography instead till it was geo lesson..had a short test(map reading)it was on average.but i manage to complete it..

look at the tyme..it was 10.45(recess time)..yay for the non fasting students:D..fasting students as per normal stay in class slacked or visit the 4n1 students..

i went next door with syiq to look at what they are doing..i was looking at azri..but obviously he was doing math..i don't have the guts to approach him..but when syiq stand infront of him i move next to her staring indirectly infront him.he was asking harrfian abt math..but he didn't know..i noe the next thing was..to ask me for help..can't tolerate the noise in his class..went back to my class to teach him instead.

after few minutes of being a math teacher..he already understand..thats the spirit!!he put down his pen and question me abt my absence in school..i told him from A to Z..he was quiet piss with that bitch..he told me she was an irritant!(im glad you knew)

i told him that i wanna leave him for good..but his reply was..how about our friendship?..i was like what?so he did care about ACUBE after all but just being to0 ego to show his concern..before he went back to class..he told me theres bad news waiting for me..

silent at a moment..then i said is it critical?he said yeah!!gosh he really frighten me:I..with a promise to tell after his prayers..

waited for him at the library..with mimi..after hours of waiting..his figure suddenly appear..well..he look worried.. the only thing in my mind was...[don't tell me you can't make it tmr]and than it did..

azri said "im sorry i can't go.im really2 sorry its my fault.jangan sedih uh"
i didn't say anything and i pretend i was mute.
after seconds than i replied..i told you to listen to me!!stubborn!why azri why!not once tau!!
azri"sorry uh!!
quarrel for few minutes..
than i cool myself down..
azri is to0 much:P
i was ouhk with it..
but still feels like **ping him..
watchout after ramadhan!!im serious!!
stories go on..bla3
and there i was at home blogging:)

till here readers..

p.s:his to0 sweet!kalah honey!!

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2008-09-18T06:59:00.000-07:00

ola readers..ouhk i made up my mind...going to school tomorrow.i miss him badly luh :D..i need to go school..missed out quiet alot of things.guess wad..im practising my math hehe:)can't wait for school...yayness!!

note to that bitch:stop your nonsensical.have you had enuf guys around you?you want more..call me..im sure none will be interested in you slut!

p.s:still fucked up!

i miss azri and azmi.

2008-09-18T01:07:00.000-07:00

i really really miss them:'(i want them back.i didnt go to school again cause i was really upset with both of them.if i go to school my emotion will distract me.i don't want it to happen.thats why i prefer staying at home.Being a paranoid is really difficult for you people to understand.idk..i get so pissed easily.tmr im not coming again..unless theres a superhero who turns up and save my day..fyi..i wanna gave him up to her..cause i noe i don't deserve him..people are always unhappy to see me n him being so close..the best way is to leave him for good.i noe i shouldn't care what people think,but it had been ages for me to tolerate all this crap!why don't you people get a freaking life and stop being such an A.S!!that can make you guys be a famous paparazzi!!im really2 sorry for not attending school.i can't bear looking at girls flirting with him infront of me.what's your motive girls??and that particular someone..you wanna be the next actress for desperate housewives??i can recommend you..life really sucks when people like you guys/girls exist!!how i wish i can bury all of you alive!!hahahahaha(evil laugh)..well..now im rotting in my room feeling hungry and thirsty..i slack more than i study..come on N level is not over yet!!can somebody push me down from a 11th story hdb flat..i look like a major loser at home..i can't bearly complain my probs at home..azmi is M.I.A...ouhk uh not really but his been busy lately for some unimportant reasons..azri??well lets not talk about him..grr!!better get my art done..left a few sketches and colouring..and im done:)see i can do without his help..

till here readers

p.s:fuck you people who have negative thoughts about me!!hell is your place!!

absence

2008-09-16T22:21:00.000-07:00

i was absent from school again.reasons are i slept late last nite at 3 am:)it wasnt on purpose.need to do my art grr!!if i go to school all i did was self-study.its quiet boring.science and math paper are drawing nearer.im not well prepared yet.i got to finish up my art by this thursdae so i can have more time revising for N.next week gonna be busy people:)don't get too anxious aites.i have to slot in a time to go out with zana..as i promised her..looking forward to it..well as for my hunnies..azmi n azri..well we're going out this saturday..off to geylang bazaar..whee:D..breaking fast at my place..yay!!i definitely buy kebab:)craving it for almost a month:)

note to azmi:dear mimi,don't worry..azri and i will sponsor you ur baju kurung..

note to azri:looks like hulk is getting greener:)still not ouhk with you yet tau..watch out after ramadan:)

note to hanisah:welcome back to group!

note to you noe hu ue are:can't wait after n level n jalan raya!!

hahahaha..you peeps are so hilarious..

till here readers..

p.s:gimme one more chance please.

quiz time i guess..

2008-09-16T21:48:00.000-07:00

The first person to tag/pass you is?- salimin:P

Your relationship with him/her?-my good buddy:)

Your five impression of him/her?- joker,sense of humour,funny,insane,emo

The most memorable thing he had done for you?- shout at geylang bazaar=x

The most memorable thing he had said to you?-i love choir!

If he become your lover, you will...?- laugh:D

things he has to improve on will be?- rebond his hair:O

If he become your enemy, you will...?- saddened till eternity

.If he become your enemy, the reason will be?- misunderstanding

The most desired thing you want to do for him now is?- throw him a bdae party:)

How you think people around you will feel about you?- ouh crap..they hate me for heaven sake!

The characteristics you love about yourself are?- a good planner:]

The most ideal person you want to be like is?- being myself

For people that care and like you, say something to them?-ily peeps!

Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wished to know how they feel about you.- Huh.

.1.azmi
2. azri
3. syiqah
4. alifah
5.dhiah
6. hafsah
7. nabil
8. salimin
9. faris
10. jannah

Who is No. 6 (hafsah) having relationship with? - Friends

Is No. 9 (faris) a male or female? - male

If No. 7 (nabil) and 10 (jannah) are together, will it be a good thing? - they don't know each other.

What is No. 2 (Azri) studying about?- achitecture

When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3 (syiqah)? - yesterday

What kind of music band does No. 8 (salimin) like? - ting tings..maeb:)

Will you woo No. 3 (syiqah)? - erms nope.

How about No. 7 (nabil)? - maeb:)

Is No. 4 (alifah) single? - nope.attached

What is the surname of No. 5 (dhiah)? -no sir name

What's the hobby of No. 10 (jannah)? - grocery shopping

Does No. 5 (dhiah) and 9 (faris) get along well? -yup.very well

Where is No. 2 (Azri) studying at?-ccss

Say something casual about No. 1 (azmi). - hilarious

Have you tried developing feelings for No. 6 (hafsah)? - haha..not a lesbian u noe..

Where does No. 9 (faris) live at? - marine crescent

What colour does No. 4 (alifah) like? - blue!

Are No. 5 (dhiah) and 1 (azmi) best friends? - haha..good friends

Does No. 1 (azmi) have any pets? - nope

Is No. 7 (nabil) the sexiest person in the world? - hahaha..more to adorable

What is No. 6 (hafsah) doing now? - in school studying

another fight :'(

2008-09-15T06:47:00.000-07:00

had another quarrel again with MUHD AZRI!thnks alot!another good day ruin by people like you.can't i be happy for at least 24/7.i need a piece of my mind you noe..gimme a beak azri.why do ue have to always spoil my mood..u have to understand my temper.remember PARANOID PERSONALITY DISORDER?still don't get it?go n do some research uh..im so pissed again..not once but more than twice u did this to me..i always give in to ue..wad am i?a gentlelady..ue are always being unfair towards me!!!URGH!!can both of us start to grow up please!!we are behaving like kindergarden kiddies..maeb im just too angry thats why i say those out:@.

p.s:azri please i dn't want to lose ue again just because of our misunderstanding.can't afford to let out my tears again cause its all dried up..
(if any of azri's fren is reading this and you wanna tell him.pls do so thnk kew!im not afraid.im being honest)

till here..

time to get pissed!

2008-09-13T08:31:00.000-07:00

yesterday i so called "quarrel" with azri..grr!!he won't allow me to plan anything for our cliques outing..it aint fair..he gave me a "warning!","watch out!","shut up!"..wdh aite..can't be bothered i just shut my laptop just like that.so pissed!!i noe his hiding something from me..ouhk not only him but everyone...why people why?come on..azmi refuse to tell me any detail abt it..FINE UH!looks like azmi is an undercover..wdv things i tell him..for sure he will tell azri..grr!!!!im so miserable!!4get abt yesterday...lets talk about today..ouhk..so woke up for sahur as per normal then went back to bed to continue my wild dream..out of a sudden..mama shout at me "wake up!ur late for mendaki!"..i replied"huh!!its still so early!!ouhk gimme 5 mins"..went back to bed..in the end that 5 mins turned to 30 mins..and i was late:)so i didn't go..hehe:D..i started doing my art...then later abt 3+,went out to buy that freaking ink!!art is so troublesome:[..break fast at nanny house and then later went back as abang wanted to watch liverpools match..BORING!!...

bla3..so not in the mood..
p.s:if only my dreams were real..

labouring

2008-09-12T04:47:00.000-07:00

size of my palm:P
nameless...

OMG!thunder just gave birth and i witnessed it..its so freaking gross..four kittens but two died..grr..

it was so yesterday:)

2008-09-11T21:47:00.000-07:00

my lifesaver.muhd azri:)
rusy,ifah,mimi,billy n faris.feat.food
my two darlings..ACUBE
what with our eyes?
the babes..

syiqah,rusy.ifah,azmi,faris,amin,umar,azri,

me and dhiah:) camera man (nabil)

i look evil:D..dhiah n syiq.
streets of geylang..under the lights..
smile people:)i was looking at my hand.

yesterday my cliques and i went out to break our fast together.I woke up around six and thought i was late but end up i reach the restaurant first.My heart shatterd into pieces when none of my cliques were there.Im so frust at the moment.When its finally time to break fast,all of them turned up.I was pissed.grr!!i took a date and ate it.and ask them to settle down and enjoy their meal without me..here i go sulking again..but this time it is a must to sulk.I ran out of the place n sat outside.counted about 10 second i saw azri walking towards me..he tried to feed me a date which i already ate :) i refused.he console me and pull me back in..to cut it short,finally i felt a lil relief n started eating with the.we spread jokes and share our laughter.in my observation,everybody had fun..i was extremely happy to see their smiling faces:)before we went off to geylang,everybody started to camwhore..everyone:)..next stop..geylang bazaar..it was superbly amazing the lights,the food,the people there are so outrageous..went there without umar(gendut) and faris(joker)..they have their reasons..well we were all ouhk with it...there at geylang we bought food n look around for my grey kebaya..hmph it wwas nice but it was out of my budget.so after that,all of us decided to walk off and head back to tampines where some of us belong..haha not me.before we were seperated, went to a corner for a mini celebration as for nabils bilated bdae!haha..i gave a speech n den later squash the cupcakes into his mouth:D fun though..haha..then went back home..i took a longer route home..a long one..took 28 u noe..dropped azri,ifah,nabil n azmi..n there i was alone..haha..so exhausted by then..reach home ...without bathing i straight away wen to bed :)it was a memorable night guys..thnk you so much.

I LOVE YOU GUYS WITH EVERY BEAT OF MY HEART!

P.S:lets hang out again..